Saturday, January 30, 2010


This is my second day to rise up as a warrior of God and do a DECLARATION OF FAITH for my home to be modified and be prevented from foreclosure. God's word for me today which I will claim not to fear!!! ...Isaiah 8 : 1-14 The Lord spoke to me with His strong hand upon me , warning me not to follow the way of this people.he said : Do not call conspiracy everything; do not fear what they fear , do not dread it.The Lord almighty is the one You are to regard as holy,He is the one you are to fear, He is the one you are to dread,and he will be a sanctuary ; but for both houses of Israel he will be a stone that causes men to stumble and a rock that makes them fall. and for the people of Jerusalem he will be a trap to a snare.Many of them will stumble;they will fall to be broken, they will be snared and captured.

The message for me is not to fear on anybody except God, even the Bank or lender that handles the papers of our application for modification.God is my rock who made me stand strong in the midst of this odd situation.

I declare, VICTORY over this Housing dilemma that many people are facing like me.One thing Im sure of about my faith in Him, is that, I may not see it right now, but I have faith that behind the scene, His hands are working for my family, and for my home...he is the Father in my household, I declare him to the God to my family.

With God nothing is impossible. i will continue to face this battle with courage, In Jesus mighty be it God, in Your owm perfect time.


I remember every now and then, when i was in College, I always see this picture in my mind...that I was walking along the road with big trees beside me with its fall leaves colored yellow, and orange...I was walking, and as i walked, I opened my arms wide and looked up in the sky.I was yet in the Philippines at that time.Right now, I see those fall leaves in my own eyes, I walked through it,i touched it, my hubby, me and my kids, are always passing by on those trees with fall leaves having bicyle time at the park.How beautiful You are Lord.You made all things beautiful in Your own perfect time and place.

Another, was I saw these bushes in my mind like a big picture of bushes, dead bushes across the Street ,where I walked, and suddenly, I felt the fresh wind blowing the bushes...and I felt the peace of God inside me.Now, here in California, 3 blocks away from my house, across the street right before the owner cut it off....Those were huge bushes....of dead planted rice.amazing!!!

Furtheremore, before I only see in my mind the very fresh looking brook, or deep creeks with cold water running with a very refreshing sound that soothes to my soul. Now I see it especially winter season when we go to Lake Tahoe, I love watching the running fresh is so refreshing.

Lastly, I loved watching the sunset way back then in the Philippines. I remember In Capitol University every time i did my Board exam. review at the library, i always saw the beautiful sunset and this colleidoscopic color of the skies that really made me praise the Lord, and just lifting Him up in my life.I really, really, loved the view.Now here where I live, along Mission Blvd. especially summer and fall, everytime I drive in that Street, WOW!!! the beauty of the sun is just amazing!!! the sun is so huge!!! it amazes me!!! and beautiful and its beyond description, that really would lead me to just thank God and praise Him, it's a very uplifting sunset.

Indeed, I always treasure the scenic view here in the States, I may never know, one day I will be back in the Philippines ( in God's perfect I say it ) for good, I will truely miss the view.GOD'S beauty is indeed BEYOND DESCRIPTION.


Once I was a young girl, had life with simple joys, simple desires, filled with content, all I felt was God's peace inside me. Everytime I felt that peace inside, my day was complete.Since I was 12 years old, all my priorities I gave to Him.Then He blest me, and blessed me...

Until, one day, life was full of schedules, it's hard to organize, hard which one to prioritize, and you end up frustrated, when things are not done, and when plans would end up messy.Life can be disappointing when you make more mistakes than before, mistakes that you did not intend to just happened.What will I do? It's tiring to the soul.

When I see this green forest, it reminds me of having a fresh soul, knowing that life is imperfect, and out of imperfections, you need to accept your own imperfection. It doesn't mean you stop there, you take some rest as well, and allow God to refresh your soul, make it cool down, by reading His word, and pray night is best for me to cry, to groan whatever. After a while, when your soul is refreshed you move on, by then life might be easier to handle when you have a refreshed soul like that of the green fresh, cool, forest.